A|L ma LiFe

the first step gig

2006-07-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

awesome
e gig waz goin kinda a weell 4 a first step?
the bandz dat i knew performed waz
Crimson rose-ma bro n fwenz
Mixed-up- fir n fwenz
Kiosai-sazali n fwenz

waz nervouz
coz itz e first time ma broz performin
bt after he sang i shudnt fret abit
coz he waz fantabulouz wif hiz vocal n pple r moshin
he did me proud hahaha

fir'z band waz great!
i like hiz song esp e intro incoperatin arab style wif metal. nice shit haha
e firz waz like goin krazie playin e drum n hiz handz were like everiware!
pple love him n saed "u rawkedd,i like ur body mann" muahahaha

n yeah kiosai waz up nex
as usual dey're juz powerkeningz ah
loud n bangin haha esp e 2 vocal ihsan & rico
n yeah e guitarist wif e dread lockz'z farkin cute!!muahahaha

awh i miz ma kazen performin
coz it waz spontaneouz
bt i heart she sang from outside
wile goin out 2 makan session haha

n yeah nt 4gtin shadie!
our photographer
tanx eh 4 takin pic 4 e bandz
n hiz first exposure 2 a gig??

"berat mater memandang berat lagi haT yg memikol"

2006-07-09T05:29:00.000+08:00

wad a fine dae
so.. i tot
2daez gonaB a pretty interestin dae
everitinz planned e nite B4

waitin, havoc or mistrez of spice??
ini myni mini more
havoc here we go
*cheeky smilez* hahaha

"ic please?"
i guez we muz ave looked young to dat lady
"eh tunjok sikit ic ko hahahah"
havoc was "steammm" datz wad dey like 2 sae

made our wae 2 lucky to shoot sum pool
"i dono hw 2 play pool??"
"Yeahh ritee!!"
action speakz louder den wordz

hw time fliez n e dae waz cumin 2 an end
time spend 2geder waz gd n we had fun
juz as we're headin out
the unexpected happened

feelin breathless n gaspin 4 air
harder it Bcame after each breath taken
panic attackz n e heartz pounding hard
few puffs of salbutamol juz dint do itz trick

panic waz e las thing 2 do
relax.. n breath in slowli
saying iz easier saed den done
tellin waznt ani use nimore

a step at a time
as fine as it may seem
pushin strong wif all datz left
hangin on 2 e las straw

wif a blink of an eye
collapsed n helpless
stunned n speechless
dono wad to do

rush of woriez,paniced,confused n more..
stood dare,felt useless
started to pray
prayed 4 a miracle

miracle dint turn up
bt thank god
for sending a kind soul
to help anoder in need

At last

2006-07-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

YEah at last i've updated ma blog hahaha

okiez am getin a lil rusty at blogin

so aaaa till nex time hahaha

5 random/weird stuff about ME

2006-01-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Tanx 2 Masnorr!!nw am posting sumthinn!!Since las yr so diz iz ma first post for e yr hhaahahaha

Here are the rules: Post 5 random/weird stuff about yourself.
List 5 fellow bloggers whom you want to do the same.
Visit their blogs and tell them they've been tagged and ask them to read the rules in your blog.

1) Fickle minded hehehe
2) i lurve 2 eatt eattt n eatttt bt am scared if i gt fat in e future hahahahha
3) i DONT LIKE HORROR MOVIE!am nt scared bt i can get imaginative n creative hahahaha
4) i ave fallen 4 sum1 whum i keep telin 2 maself i cant fall 4!!help mee!!
5) i sucked at makin decisionnn ma fav line "i dono?,smbrg ah,tah..anithin goez" n loadz more

The next 5 peeps to continue the tradition are:
1) Xinlan
2) CT
3) Faizul
4) Kak min
5) Hafrizz

chaaakk!!

2005-12-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

hahahaha ookiezz am bekk after aa errmm longgggggggggggggg timee heehehehe
quick n short update am still alive n breathin hehehhe!
okiezz rite nw hmmm......
i needa make alot of decisionz fast i guezz
poliz endin soon
nt sure if ma result gd enuf 2 B in local uni
if i do ave a tinie winie chance i want 2
money wise mmm... dont want tink abt it
darez so much thingz i want at 1 go heh
made me go blank at 1 point
goin after diz goin after dat
hope wad i've been tru' n wad i've put in wud worth it in e end
itz soo near yet so farr
kinda wearin me of abit doh try 2 go after wad i want
almos wanted 2 give up
btt.. hmm time will tell den 4 nw
i wane get gd grade!!
bt...sayin it cant get me good gradezz rite.. hahaha
hmm...sumbody push me pleasee hahahaha
werkk..ermm..i wane werk 4 sum cash 2 spend bt..hmm....i dont wane start werkin n werkin n werkin n werkin n i dono hahaha

To ma darlin!

2005-10-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

Oriteyy 2daez ma darlinz Bdaeeee

SSSSooo preeety like me muahahahahaha!!!

Hope u enjoii ur bdae darllinn

btw cant tag ur tagboard dono y sot2

ur bdae preset blated hehehe sorieee

bt nvm

hope u like it i mean we u get it soon hahahahaa

Bloody me

2005-09-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN YEAHH!!!

2005-09-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

QAMARULL!!!!CCC AVE CHANGE MA BLOGSKIN MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

LAWAA MCM AKU TAKK????

MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

LALALALALALALALALA!!!

YEAHH NEW BLOG SKINN!!

BEEN AWILE SINCE I LAS BLOG HAHAHA TINK ITZ 2 WEEKZ AGO

HAHAHAHA

YEAHH LIFEZ BEEN LIKE A ROLLER COASTER!

UPPP DOWNNN NN UPP AGAINN!

OKIEZ EVERITHINZ IN CAPZZ BT NVM HAHAHAHA

2005-09-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

No mater hw bz u r if u like doin it u'll make time for it
No mater hw, u dont like..even if u ave e whole time in e werld u wont ave time 4 it
N even doh am bz at werk i ave plenty of time 2 edit picz! hahahahaha

Chicko n Chacho hahahaha

ME n MA DARLIN'

2005-09-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

dA PIctUrE TeLlZz iT aLll

HEH!

2005-09-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

OKIEZ as u can c am kinda LAZY 2 MA ASS 2 ermm.. update or mayB am nt lazy am juz BZ muahahahahaha okiezz i edited sum picz again las week i tink
werk has been hecticc plenty 2 do 2 go around
n all dat goez all hm....
I WAN A CHANGE
bt i dono wad change
hahahaha

hey look!?darez 2 of me!?muahahahaha

4 a fwen

again again hahahah

2005-08-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

editin picz wif powerpoint nowadaez gettin excitin hahahaha
or am obses wif if coz of ma boredness hahaha

again hahaha

2005-08-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

diz iz wad i did on thurs n fri at werk hahaha
hey cant B avin werk 4 8 hrs strait rite? hahahaha
POWERPOINT WERKZ WONDER WEN U'RE BOREDD
RANGGA TINK I GOT MA TREATMENT OREADI 4 NW HAHAHA
ma boredemz filled by editin piczz manuali haahaha herez e pic 1 of ezza n 1 of me

2005-08-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

Diz iz wad i did yestadae wen i got sooo boredd
so i decided 2 edit picz i got wif powerpoint since darez no oder software aside from paint
hahahahahahaha

nice???

Sum shitnizz i feel abt

2005-08-22T14:13:00.000+08:00

Wookiezz itz been awile since e las time i post nithin hahaha

Darez i tink 2 much 2 post till i dono waddda post so i dint post ani post hahahaha

ma headz kinda spinin am nt sure y..

i've no werk since mornin n it reali sucked hardddd hahaha(aside from consolidatin sum stuff wich took me so little time hah!)

i've been blog hoppin 2 i dono whuz blog hahaha

dont feel like playin game am getin tired of it

am like listenin 2 1 single song(private eye-alkaline trio)

am like facin e laptop 8 hrs strait

darez no nice scenery outside e wendow aside from e neighbourin factory

lifez so bored nw wif no skoll!

mummyyy!!i wane go 2 skolll!!

i like werkin 2!

bt i hate werk wen am at werk darez NOO werk n wad am i sapose 2 look 4ward 2??lunch n home!hahahaha

N am so lucky 2 e stars dat i got a laptop!i mean mine 4 nt itz e companyz laptop hahaha

N tank god darez MSN!if nt am gonaB nutz tokin 2 maself n e seperatorz hahahha

life?

aside from werk i've been enjoyin 2 much i tink or mayB not?hahaha

i wane b done wif ma license soon

GOOODD pleaseeee give me strength

and nw an gettin soo boredd i dont even noe hw bored sapose 2 fell like??hahaha

nw satz ave been a routine 2 go town play pool and e peepz dare oreadi recognise us hahaha

me n ezza's makin dem rich hahaha n we loose few $ everi sat hahaha

bt i dont regret spendin alot playin pool coz i loove ittt

playin wif ezza hah!i cant get bored or enuf of it hahahaha

nnnnnn sum minahz or matz orr wad eva u kol urselff!!eksyen!!

mentang2 minah tudong main pool kutok!hahaha bt i dont give a shitt

coz u noee y?? u wane noee y??

wen me n ezza start playin dey get shocked 2 dier asssssezzzz and jawz droped 2 e ground!

ingat aper minah tudong tak tau main pool kaper??hahahaha

okiez2 am nt a pro at it bt am GD ENUFF to shutt DOEZ BLOOD SUCKIN NUMSKULL UP

hahahaha dat feelz betta hahaha

sum even stare at as like we're sum bloody alien let loose on eartthh hahahaha

dat make me uncomfortable bt i dont give a hackk

me n ezza juz do out 'thang' playin pool n laffin our shoe off hahaha

sum peepz evenn challenge us 2 a game muaahahaaha we're so honoured hahaa

bt hahaah we dont entertain demmmm

da kutok2 pas2 lambong2 pas2 nak ader fwenli match konon pegedah! hahahaha

am nt being arrogant or ingorant bt dis typa peepz juz dont deserve ma ATTANTIOON!

hahahaha i tink datz e enuff of pool guez u peepz shud gedda pictureee

lets c?wadd can i tok abt nw?

hmm....mayB i'll save it 4 2moro or sumthin hahaha

if i type 2 mucch am scared am ma ged bored blogin 2!

den i've nuthin 2 do n digg ma noseee muahahahaha okiez datz nt truee

hahahahaha oookiez am done!

Hilariouzlie farrniieee shitzzz!

2005-08-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

Muahahaha pple check diz out i read it from azziez blog laff ma ass of in e office hahahaha bt am nt sure hw i laff till ma asszz off hahaha bt nvmm hilariouz shittz hahahaha bt itz on malay doh cant translate in 2 english coz it wont B fun n i'll B weirdidoooo hahahahahahah

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1) Lubang ape yang rasanye hangat,nikmat dan nyaman?
Answer: LUBANGun pagi2, tarik selimut pas tu tido balik.

2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?
Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandingan bolasepak Liga-M

3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam, isinya di luar?
Answer: Kuih salah bikin.

4) Binatang ape power Karate?
Answer: Kuda belang.cube kira brape black belt dia ade.

5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
Answer: Yang menemukan dompet kulit tersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.

7) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak?
Answer: Pintu yang ade tulis 'TARIK'

8) Saya ade 3 kepala,4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?
Answer: Pembohong...

9) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
Answer: Usus

10) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggota tubuhnya kat kepala?
Answer: Kutu rambut

11) Nenek sape jalannya meloncat-loncat?
Answer: Neneknye si katak

12) Knape lelaki jarang kene penyakit anjing gila?
Answer: Sbb lelaki ni kan 'buaya'

13) Ape beza sekretari baik ngan sekretari kurang baik?
Answer: - Sekretari baik..................'Selamat pagi tuan'
- Sekretari kurang baik...........'Dah pagi ni tuan'

14) Ape persamaan Michael Jordan ngan Michael Jackson?
Answer: Dua-dua tak kenal korang...hehe

15) Tukang ape yang kalau dipanggil, die menjenguk ke atas?
Answer: Tukang gali kubur

16) Nak mencari sikit punye susah, bile dah dapat buang, ape bendanya?
Answer: Tahi hidung

17) Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?
Answer: Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg' bole diangkat...

18) Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?
Answer: Mestilah kene tebang, sape nak cabut pokok kelapa ...gile ape...

19) Gajah terbang dengan ape?
Answer: Dengan susah payah......

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Lepas da bacer ni sumer u guys realise sumthin missin??

Sumthin dat came tru' hahaaha

2005-07-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

i got bored during e first week of attachment at werk

diz iz wad i did heh....

Bila rindu..

ku terbayang wajahmu

Bila sunyi..

ku terdengar degupan jantungmu

Bila jemu..

ku lafazkan namamu

Bila sayu..

ku terdengar suara merdumu

Sungguhku tertarik pada senyuman manismu

Sunguhku terharu pada tingkah lakumu

Sungguhku tertawa pada lawak jenakamu

Sungguhku terpaut pada dirimu

Takanku lupa lafaz cintamu

Takanku abaikan sambutan tanganmu

Takanku persiakan tulus cintamu

Takanku lupa saat bersamamu...

Kaula yg menyinari hatiku

Kaula yg mengukir senyuman dibibirku

Kaula yg merubah perjalanan hidupku

Kaula segala-galanya buatku

Ku bersyukur pada Allah yg menentukan

Ku bersyukur kita ditemukan

Ku bersyukur atas kebahgian yg dikurniakan

Ku bersyukur atas segala yg ditakdirkan.

okiez done hehe hw izit nice??hahahaha

okiez half of it was an imprompt2 hahaha

okiez letz ask e sajak guru!!

FAIZULL!!!???ORITE TAK??

hahahahahaha

taPkan aku raser bahse aku cukup terok hahaha

Hidayat!

2005-07-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

Aint he cute!!!??datz hidayat cute aye?hahahaha arrrgggg!!!!!muahahahahahah

okiez 2daez hiz motherz bdaee!

Datz Nur Idayu e 1 wif hidayat & dalila, beside me in yeloow, her bdae waz on mon(25 july)

HAPIEEE BDAEEE GERLLLs!!!!!!

Okiez n faizal'z bdaez cumin up 2 diz sat(30 July)

Hapie bdae 2 him 2222 hahahahahaha

Faizal!!U STILL OWE ME M'SIA DURIANN!!!???HAHAHAHA

awh sorie i still ur pic from ur blog hahhaha

hapie bdae 2 everi1 whuz avin dier bdae in july hahahaha

2005-07-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

TO MA FWENZ

RUZAIMI WONG KUAN MING

JEREMY[YESTADAE]

HAPIE BDAE 2 U

HAPIE BDAE 2 UU

HAPIE BDAE 2 UUUUU

HAPIE BDAE 2 UUU

TRALALALA

2005-07-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

PEEEPPPZZ!!!!!!!!!

CHANGE MA BLOGSKIN!

MUAHAHAHA NICE??

COMENTS CAN bE TAG AT MA TAG BOARD!

HAHAHA

ENJOY MA NEW SKIN *GRINZZ*

+Baybeats higlights+

2005-07-19T11:56:00.000+08:00

Baybeats

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cant get enuf of it

satz e gerekeninzz n hapenin dae!!

meet lotza pple!

MOSHinz e undescribable scene!

Abv it am still high 2 e stars!

muahahahha!

tristian is hansem!!

hahahahhahaha

e wae u cling on me 4 dear life
e wae ur xpresion was
e wae i felt deep 4 u
e wae i felt wile fightin 4 u

2 much 2 B saed n describe

let it B a memory foreva

deep down in ma heart

the moments i'll cherish

TO ezza.. i'll owaez B there, nt beside

bt, deep down inside.

*Stay strong*

TO darlin Xinlan.. tanx 4 being dare 4 e times im in need.

The sorrows n hapiness we shared

the differences n boundries we ave

dint taint our fwenzhip at all

thus brings us closer

*smile owaezz*

*emotions runin high hehe*

to all ma fwenzz

esp ma close fwenz

zali n mahdi

tanx 4 being dare

a fwen in need

is a fwen in deed.

To all ma oder fwen close,nt close, juz noe,goin 2 now.get to noe,gotten to noe n gone hahahah

tanxx a million!

in life everithin revolves back around u

okiez im gettin krazie n nutz n sotzz

tanx u everi1 tan-Q

i wud like 2 take ma mader n fader n me n alll!!

muahahahahha!!!

sorie if i dint mention sum peepz name bt it doesnt matter

the fwenzhip we ave, dat matterz more!

*Smiles n Grin 2 e max*

BayBeatz

2005-07-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

Gerrekkkeninggg haaapeninnn 2 da maxii waxxiee bang da bang bang bang 2 bing da bang deboom yeaahhh!!!!!awesomee greattt!!!yey yey yey quote from sazali "mosh!mosh!mosh!"muahahahahah pix mayB up soon!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
2moro'z gonaB anoder advantureeeeee wackadee wack wack wackk i dono wad e hell does dat sapose 2 meann bt wad eva it meannn im enjoyin maself 2 e starzzzzzzz hahahahaha yeeehaaaa andaleh andalehhh yiba yibah muahahahaha
yeahh n 2moro ma kazen broz performin!!Denouia!bt i've never seen him performin hehehe bad kazziee hahaahhaha

TAINTED

2005-07-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

Da sadness is raginn

dono wad im feelin

y diz wae

does it mean so much 2 me?

no direction

no assurence

asumin is nt e bes wae

wad i tot iz wrong

even doh itz nt much

ma heart iz tainted...

I DON GIVE A SHITNIZ NI MORE 2 ANIWHUz

FUCK OFF IF U'RE MENT 2 MAKE A PIT STOP

DAMNN IT FOR WAD HAD HAPEN DIZ WAE

MOFO

SANGGUL SENTUHAN

2005-07-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

*SANGGUL SENTUHAN MALAY FUSION ARTS EVENT NT 2 b MIZED*

Sanggul sentuhan is a malay fusion arts. Performed by MAEC YOUTH Wing BBCC themselves. They are well-known among the area and neighbouring community and you would probably have heard about their Dikir Barat teams (Keris, Harapan & Balqis). There'll be dancers and percussions showing off their talents and the best have yet to come. You can even have the chance to hands on their instruments!! Its an experienced NOT to be missed!! Come and join us in your groups/crews, families or friends. Anybody or EVERYBODY are welcomed!! Whether you're a chinese, indian, caucasion, you are most welcome to join us too!! Not to be missed events and an opportunity for you to make even MORE FRIENDS!!

Date/Day: 22nd July 2005, Fri
Time: 730pm
Venue: Hall, Bukit Batok Community Club (Behind Westmall)
Tix: $3/person

Tickets are limited. So, hurry!! If you know me, just call me staright to get the tickets. But if you don't, send me a msg via the friendster and I promise you I'd get back to you ASAP! Enquiries, msg me too. DON'T FORGET to leave behind your name and details/contacts ok?? I'll catch you guys then.SO PLS PLS GET THE TIX!!PHHHHWWWEEEZZZZZ with a cherry on top??

MSG BROUGHT TO YOUR BY EZZA

POSTED BY AMANINA

hungry

2005-07-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

hungry pple so veri e hungryy
hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry

Ponderin

2005-06-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

don't EVER leave

the one you love for the one you like

because

the one you like

will leave you for the one they love.

EmOtika

2005-06-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

Da portraits

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*Shadow me*

*Striped*

*Shoe*

*awae*

*three wae*

*DUo*

*superstar*

*unfocus*

*wanted*

2005-06-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

AM SIMPLIE PISSED OFFFF

Ma wanted stuff

2005-06-22T12:08:00.000+08:00

*WAD I WANT WEN I AVE THE CASH*

*GRINNZZZ*

-a bag-

[a tote beg ?]

-slides-

[nike/adidas]

-puma pants-

[izit still dare?? *pray hard*]

-watch-

[erm bling2 1 or ...]

-water bottle-

[no idea]

shoes-

[erm...]

-tShirt-

[the 1 dat matches]

-socks-

[for ma skirt]

-pantz-

[4 ma drezz]

-digi cam-

[dat werkz wonderz]

-com-

[dat dint sucked like ma com nw]

-makeova 4 ma room-

[i dont wane desk in ma room dey collect dust]

tink diz iz all 4 the moment heh..

Eggy dae n sat flash bek!

2005-06-20T13:09:00.000+08:00

OooOoOoKKkkiiezzz!!im nt sure wadda i wane post 2 daee

hahahahha

hhmmmmmmm.....

errrmmmmmmm....

mmmmmm....

aaaaaaaaa....

okiezz i feel blank hahaha

tink i had 2 much eggz 4 lunch

i ate nasi goreng wich oreadi ave eggs in it den ma mum fried telo mater lembu

so i ave an eggy lunch

hahahahahaha

wen jb on sat

wen 2 angsana 2 shop

am lookin 4 begz

n i saw diz beg at adidas butikkk

ooooo aaaaa waaaahhhh laaaaawaaaaaa

hahahaha

e begz kinda squarish wif e adidas old logo e leafy 1 i loikee!

it cost RM129 i want!!!!

den wen 2 nike butik!

den i saw e slipperz i wan!!!!

arrggg!!!!im goin kraziee ooreadi bt i had no money!!!!

mann!!!e slipperz iz bloody hell wicked!

hahahaha itz in white n pink!(evendoh i dont adore pink bt itz fantabulous!hahaha)

e design iz like a terompah bt itz nt kayu la of coz itz plastic/rubber like e adidas 1

it coz RM79 arrhhh!!!ii wannn!!!

i wan i wan i wan!!

i hope wen i get ma pay ima go dare n buy!

i hope i reaallie2 hope!

*prayin*hehehehe

after dat move on 2 diz sox shop

awh!!dey ave e sockz dat i wanted 2 muahahahha

sumer aku nak hahahahah

bt i dint buy dem ahahah

instead i bot a sleeve thingy

striped iin kaler of violet n dark purple nice i loike!

nw i can ware tshirts wif it MUAHAHAHAHA

after dat headed down 2 kenny rogerz!

awh e chicken so e sedap man!

deeeliiciiioouuusss!!

so tender n juicy finger lickin gd!

muaahahaha

Special dedication 2 ma baby gerl ezza

2005-06-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Actuali i shud ave given u diz long ago

hahahha

sazali waz sapose 2 help me make it in2 a song

taP HAPAK PON TAKDE

hahaha bt nvm

itz sapose 2 B 4 ur bdae

bt ur bdae iz no ware near nw

hahaha

bt nvm

i decidde 2 give u nw

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Alphabets startz wif ABC

Numbers startz wif 123

Melodies startz wifDo Re ME

Fwenship startz wif U n me
.

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[first verse]

tanx 4 bein dare 4 me

wen im reali in needin need of a homie 2 stand by me

comfort me

love me

care 4 me

.
wen im in deep shit

ya try yar bez 2 make ma dae sweet

wen im down n need a hug

ya heave me up wif 1 mighty tug
baby gerl..u enlighten e bez in me

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[chorus]

e 1 whu stanz by me

no doubt she'll alwaez B

tru thick n thin, rain or shine, dare she'll B..

nt beside me

bt in ma heart deep down inside me

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[second verse]

Sahabatku...kau bagaikan..

api yg menyemarakan jiwaku

sinar cahaya yg membangkitkan semangatku

angin bayu yg bertuipan mendodoiku tenang

pelangi yg menyinari hidupku

.
semangatmu yg takan pudar sekelip mata

jiwamu yg betah berputus asa

pendirianmu yg berkibar bagaikan panji negara

kaula insan yg memberiku ketabahan..

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[chorus]
baby gerl i'll alwaez b here

2 wipe ur tears away

disisimu menemanimu

e Sunshine dat brighten each n everi of yar dae coz ya'r..
.

e 1 whu stanz by me
no doubt she'll alwaez B
tru thick n thin, rain or shine, dare she'll B..
nt beside me
bt in ma heart deep down inside me

*Hope u like it*

DARLIN' XL

2005-06-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

Dedicatin' diz 2 ma dear darlin ZHANG XINLAN

AND DOSE AViN A RUFF TIME WIF LOVE

Dont shed ur tears 4 a person whuz hapie wif d life

Even if u shed tears of blood

if datz wad e person wantz n hapie abt it

u shud B hapie 2

Everi 1 ave e rite 2 B hapiee

if d iz hapie

u shud B hapie 2

bt dat doesnt mean dat ur hapienez iz d'z hapieness 2

Love iznt equavalent 2 a long lasting relationship

Love iznt equavalent 2 a hapie relationship

love iznt equavalent 2 a relationship

Love iznt equavalent 2 2 pple shud ave a relationship

wad iz love equavalant 2??

iz dare patience in love ?

iz dare trust in love?

iz dare comitement in love?

iz dare truth in love?

wad iz dare in love??

sumtimez love iz bez 2 juz revolve in being fwenz

sumtimez love iz bez 2 bring it 2 anoder level

sumetimez love iz bez juz to let it B buried

sumtimez love iz bez 2 B shared wif 1 anoder

sumtimezz..

let love find itz wae

dont doubt love

darez owaez choices in love

love iznt the end of everythin

love dont owaez bring hapienezz

bt a moment of love may open a new path

eventuali love will find itz wae

if a person iznt greatful of ur love u've given

e person iznt worthy of ur love

if a person doesnt need ur love

darez owaez anoder person whu needz it more

analyse love

make decisionz

no regretz

a new step taken

if again love fails u

ponder 4 a wile

iz diz the rite time 4 love?

take a moment

darez no rush 4 love

love is owaez dare

love iz owaez readi 4 u

bt r u readi 4 love?

Even if love itz nt dare foreva

be greatful dat at least once

dat itz dare 2 share e moment

treasure e moment

Turn failure moment 2 an experience dat mayB nt everi1 stumble upon it

Turn failure moment 2 an inspiration to strive

Turn failure moment 2 a motivation in life

Turn failure moment 2 a positive 1

*feelin of love 4 e moment*

hapie dae!

2005-06-17T08:55:00.000+08:00

MSN REALLIE SUCKED DIZ FEW DAE!!!

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2DAEZ EVENT!

1.DARLIN I WORE E DRESS U BOT 4 ME!WEEEE

2.SUSHI BOOKOUT 2DAE N HE CANT WAIT 2 PARTY HAHAHAHAH

3.I MAYb GOIN JB 2NYTE!MUAHAHAHA CHILL DARE SAT EVE BALIK!

**************************

2dae i fell kinda HAPIEE!WALKIN 2 WERK tinkin abt LIFE N WAD HAD APEN IN E PASS

i guez AM HAPIE NW WIF MA LIFE AROUND MA FAMILIEZ N FWENZ N E COMPANY IM GETTIN

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

4 ONCE I FELT E HAPIENEZZ WARE DARE NOT EVEN A TINGE OF SADNEZZ

NO WARE 2 b FOUND MAYB SADNEZZ LOST ITZ WARE WILE GETTIN 2 ME!

MUAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

IM GETTIN NUTZ DAE BY DAE 2 AHAHAHHAHAHA

WEN OUT WIF MA GERL EZZA YESTADAE!

AWH!SHE BOT ME A ROSE!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

TANX!LOVE YA LOADZZ!!!MUUAWAAAHHH!!

HEHEHEHEHEHE

(the oder time she gave me 1 ma mum throw it away!booohoooo{bt itz gone no point ponderin bot it}heh nw i got a new 1 weeeee)

MUAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA

I FEEELLLL SOOO GAAAAYYYY 22222222DAAAEEEE

WADDDD A GAAAYYYY DAAAAAAAAAAEEEEE

AAAMMM SOOOO GAAYYY

MUAHAHAAHAHAHA

(4 DOSE WHU DONO WAD GAY MEANZ GO CHECK DICTIONARY SMART ASS HAHA)

STAY TUNED 4 MORE UPDATEZ LATERRRR!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AWAAEEEEEEE(WIF TAMALE SONG IN E BACKGROUND)

:::Sms of the dae!:::

2005-06-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

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Sori sayang

Ada owang cerite psl u

and i tak tau betul ker tak

TaP itu hak u &

i tak nak masok campur

Betul ker??

Mcm tak pecaye pula yg u ni...

POWER RANGERSSS!!!!

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Sender:Izal

Time:6:27 Am

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MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

klakar2 pagi2 buter seh msg owang

owang da ler ngah tdo sedap2

nak angun kol 6:30 Am

BUSY

2005-06-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

BBBBOOOOHHH!!!

muahahahhah!!!

okiezz yestadae was kinda bz so no time 2 blog n alll

2dae im bz BT i still ave e time!MUAHAHHHAA

I met wif SAZALI & RAHMAN on ma wae 2 werk!

KECOH KITER SUMER PAT DLM MRTT AHAHHA!

RAHMAN gt a new HP n HE LOST MA NO!

n HE CHANGED HIZ NO 2

okiez den we were like fiddlin wif hiz hp

den DAREZ SUMHTIN WRONG WIF HIZ NEW HP HAHAHA

cant kol tru or sumthin

bt he got tru ma hp hahaha

hiz fwen didnt ahahhah

den he saw ma pic on ma hp

den he start KOLLIN ME MINAH TUDONG

DAT I SHUD PUT UP A WEBSITE 4 MINAH TUDONGZ

DEN I SAED OKIEZZ

AFTER DAT DEDICATE A COLUMN 2 HIM SAYIN TANKZ RAHMAN 4 E GREAT IDEA

AHAHAHA

I WORE MA SKIRT 2 DAE! MUAHAHAHHA[ e 1 i actuallie SEWED IT MASELF!]

SAZALI ask HW MUCH U BOUGHT IT??

AHAHHAAA I SEW IT MASELF!!

*GRINZZZZ*

MUAHAHAHHAHAHA

CANT WAIT 2 SHOW IT 2 EZZA LTR!

WEEEEEE

OH YEAHHH!!!!

2DAEZ SYAHIRAH BDAE!!(TAK TAU AH CAMNE NAK SPELL NAMER KO IRAH HEHEHE)

HAPPY BDAE 2 U

ME N EZZZA ARE GOIN OVA 2 HER WERK PLACE!

we r gone GIVE HER FLOWERZ!!

ENUFF 4 NW

:::Sms of e dae:::

2005-06-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

FROM 2DAE ONWARDZ I'LL TRRY 2 POS SMS OF THE DAE

sms of the dae= sms dae i get on dat dae dat makez ma dae {duuhh!!}

i'll put dat sms up wif e personz name whu sent it 2 me!

bez??bez kan??so free 2 sms la msg2 dat can make ma dae n hopefullie ur sms will appear here

MUAHAHAHHHHAHa

BT dare NONE 4 nw so MAYBE IF i ave ani i'll POST IT

*GRINZZZ*

weeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally!

2005-06-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

FINALLYY!!!IM NT SUFFERIN FROM BOREDOM 4 A WILE!

MUAAHAHAHAHAHA

THANK GOD!

awh im nt sure wad i'll do if i go 4 2 daez at werk wifout werk!

WADZ WERK IF DAREZ NO WERK 2 b DONE??

Juz come 2 werk let e time pass n wait 4 time 2 go home

ahahahaha

SOOO BORING RITE??

TINK I'LL BCOME A DING DONG IF I'VE NO WERK 4 2 DAEZ STRAIT!

MUAHAHAHHA

okiez wad i did 2 kill ma boredom 4 awile

i create an email n user account

den i acidentli 4get 2 set e password

so it get messed up 4 awile

so itz dragged longer den usual

muahahaha(evendoh i remembered dat i dint set e password)

i let ma collegue ave fun troubleshooting it

muahahahhhaha

kinda exciting to c wen sumthin wen wrong n peepz face get screwed up tryin 2 troubleshoot it

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

DIZ IZ FUN BT I CANT DO IT EVERYDAE!!

COZ NT EVERIDAE DAREZ A NEW EMPLOYEE

BT a well at least darez sumthin rader then NUTHIN

AHAHAHHAHA

BOREDOM

2005-06-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

OIKEZZ PPLEE IM HEREEE MUAHAHAHAHA

i aven been updatin ma blog 4 a wile n i reali mean awile hahhaahha
nw im so BLOODY BORED!!
i reallii CANT TAKE IT!!
THE BOREDEM IZ REALIE A MISERY!
i feel so bored easily
ESP if im like SITIN HERE GETTIN MA ASS CRAMP AT WERK!
Nt doin werk bt juz SITTIN HERE N MAKIN MA ASS COMFY ENUF 4 A WHOLE OF 8 HRZ EVERIDAE
DIZ REALIE SUCKED PEEPZ
I AM REALIE FUCKIN BORED DAT I CAN EVEN EDIT N CREATE A FRAME FOR MA PICZ! MUAHAHAHAHHA
TILL NW IM STILL BORED 2 MA TOEZZ HAHAHHAHA

CAN YA C HW BORED AM GETTIN!

* RhyThm Of d HeaRt *

2005-03-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

let it flow, no pressure

let it go, take it slow

let it free, it'll find itz wae

let it guide, soon u'll noe

if itz ment 2 b, darez a wae

if itz gone, b glad u ave it once

if itz far, no needa rush

if itz dare, watcha waitin 4?

be neutral, datz e wae

be positive, all e time

be sure, datz e best

be true, alwaez 2 ur heart

* feel 4 a moment *

2005-02-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

2 wait 4 e moment waz juz a waste of time

2 hope for it, i waz oudda ma mind

2 get involve in it, wat waz i tinkin?

2 longed all 4 maself, hw foolish i waz

first waz forgivable

twice itz juz 2 hard 2 deal wif

third dont tink itz gona hapen again

forth oudda ma mind 4 as long as i can keep it dat wae

love dont cost a dime

tears cant change e thingz thingz r

werdz cant make thingyz rite

sori dont even mean a thing 2 me

* light *

2005-02-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

gracefulli pickin up e pieces

wif hopez n strength 2 go on life

waitin 4 a ray of light 2 shine tru'

shinin apon a path to go on..

glidin away 2wardz e shinin ray

shinin faint n dim, seem so far away..

* Pieces of me *

2005-02-06T01:18:00.001+08:00

Shattered 2 milion itzibitzi piecez

lost all hopez n gripz to hold

awhh..such a pain diz iz

leavin an emptieness within me

fallin bek 2 watz left

all i can tink of iz death

wat i feel is e best

e best 2 deal wif e rest

knock sum sense in2 ma mind

juz let it go n leave it behind

ware it shud B in e pass

let it B memories 2 B cherish as

* e first *

2005-02-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

First eva post of e yr ahaha n nw itz feb e 5 make it 6 haha im so bz or in oder werdz such a lazy asss ahaha fuckin ard doin stuff datz nt impt n makin it impt ahahaha

i wane make nw yr resolutionz n ahah itz nt 2 late rite?hehe bt i hope i can keep up 2 it wen i list dem haha

hmm... letz cc wad i wane acomplish diz yr..

ltz do a new month resolution tink i can do betta wif dat ahaha

awhhkiezz..

* do well 4 ma test
* dont 4get pplez Bdae diz month (ili n zali)[if i 4get ur bdae do 4give ma kind soul hehehe]
{tinkin,...tinkin...ermm}
* enjoi maself??hehe[or i did 2 much of it??haha]
* cut down on spendin 2 much on excess yer impt stuff hahaha

hmm..

tink datz it 4 nw heh.. ma brainz kinda nt functionin well 2dae.. juz recover from flu..

* Part of it *

2004-12-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

Sahabatku...kau bagaikan..

api yg menyemarakan jiwaku

sinar cahaya yg membangkitkan semangatku

angin bayu yg bertuipan mendodoiku tenang

pelangi indah yg menyinari hidupku

2004-11-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

ma feelin' abt ta burst in outrage

itz cummin soon

arg!!

hwz it gonna B!??

im so worried

am i gonna move on or

am i'll B hold bek?

awh god..

strenghten ma heart n soul 4 e dae 2 cum

* Aku *

2004-11-21T02:28:00.000+08:00

Adakah ini kesalahanku sendiri

berdiam diri dan memendam perasaan ku ini

perasaan yg engan ku luahkan

perasaan yg hanya tuhan saja yg mengetahuinya

Adakah ku tersilap langkah

pabila kesabaranku dicabar

ku terburu2 membuat langkah

entah kemana tujuannya

ternyata ku tiada pilihan

masa tidakkan berputar kembali

keadaan tidakkan pulih semula

semuanyer telah pon berubah...

* W[th|n mE *

2004-11-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

a hole within me

deep down beneath

a hole within me

wich hopes slips tru'

a hole within me

wich slips all grips

a hole within me

wich onli god noes itz depth

a hope dat holds all grip

shattered wif juz 1 shift

a hope dat holds me

no longer touched me

a hope dat lifted ma spirits

no longer soar high

a hope datz within me

blown away by e cold breeze

a new beginin

a new hope

a new life

a new me

WaNeBzZzz..

2004-11-18T02:24:00.000+08:00

4 peepz whu diz oder peepz a waneB

or betta 4 waneB whu diz oder waneBz waneB

hey whu ya'r kolin a waneB

everi 1 can B wat dey waneB

wat makez ya tink ya'r nt a waneB

kollin oder peepz waneB

ware ya start at?ask urself a waneB?

cum on square minded peepz whuz kolin ader peepz waneB

mirror yarself n spin bek 2 e pas

everi1z a waneB

ya cant suddenly become..

a rockin rockstar slamin n jamin wen e clock struck midnyte,

a flyin rapper spittin phat rhymes wen e sun setz,

a grindin skateboarder overnyte,

a superb dance 1 dae n watsoeva more dat peepz can B

everi1 waz once a wanneB

a waneB datz bringz ya 2 wat ya'r gonnaB

first step in wat u gonaB

freshen ya'all mine a'lil "wen i grow up i waneB..."

if ur nt a waneB den ur lyin'

wat r u gonnaB??

n please juz Bcoz oder pple koled ya a waneB den ya start kolin oder pple a waneB

[ im juz damn bored in e wee hrs of e mornin..

cant sleep n diz waneB stuff juz pop up ahakz ]

2004-11-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

Waoh!!...todae no make it yestadae since itz oreadi 1++ waz a very,Xtremeli tire'N 2 da MAX!
arrr...earlie in e morn'N ma parentz n me headed 2 geylang 2 get e stuff 4 hari raya!rendang lodeh ketupat all i can taste it at the tip of ma tongue hahaha e market waz damn packed like sardines in a can haha mos of e leave 4 make'N ketupat sold out phat!We saw plenty of stall sell'N dem bt by e time we get dare..all gone!pooff!!haha bt we're in luck!saw sum makcikz carryin bundlez of dem n ask dem dey sae dare near e road side.So we weave in n out by e time we get dare again..left e bad 1z..wen we turn ah!tonz of leaves scattered ard!i mean e leaves nt from e treez haha self service n me can pc e prefect leave!franticali n madli me n ma dad picked out e bez 1z n ma mum stand at e side count'N e leaves haha 100 leaves=$3.00 saper tak nak den leh pilih lagi hahaha n e weatherz kinda hot.Sweaty!By e time we're done im half tired..

after e leave hunt'N we wen BB 2 colect ma kebaye dat me tempah from ma t'cher..gosh i nvr knew itz gona B Xpensive!$93!argg..im like huh??erm..oo..kiez..not enuf money i brought 50 ish..wae bek rain starts 2 pour feel kinda kewl'N after a hot n sweaty dae.all e wae bek ma mind waz like ish mahal nyer nvr xpek nak aut per da tempah aisey..bt e sew'N waz close 2 superB so i guez hmm..

upon reach'N home i dive e big pillow in front of ma tv hahaha im so exhausted! after im satisfied rest'N, i started "anyam'N" e ketupat half wae tru' i fell asleep till buke hahaha we had fishball noddles den wen off 2 mosque cum bek anyam again wile watchin hollywood bollywood same wood diff tree haha
or izit e oder wae round??hahaha n nw im here type'N wat im type'N haahha tire'N dae..Need plenty of rest n beauty sleep nw ahakz!

Till 2moro!

e advanture of anyam'N ketupat will continue!

[im like type'N a composition heree ahakz!]

Flipped out

2004-11-10T02:50:00.000+08:00

WWAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!AAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!IM SO0O00 FRUSTRATED WIF MA BLOG!!CAN'T GET IT 2 POSITION WARE I WANT IT 2 B GGGGERRR!!!

Shoez dae haha

2004-11-07T01:44:00.001+08:00

hhmmm... nw itz ard 1++ so it shud B yestadae. ME maself n I [hahaha] wen town wif ezza n mas. Shop'N 4 kasot rayer!Bot e pointed 1z in e end haha [padahal at first tak suker pointed shoez la aperla ni la 2 la] Frst 2 leftfoot n Mas grab a shoe den wif hiz new shoe[3 pairz in a week!? lawan taukey ni!?hahaha] wen home earlie.After dat John joined us hunt'N 4 e perfecct shoes 4 cinderella n give comentz.Den buke pat cahaye bt i prefer puncak hehe *no offence john* half wae tru' Wong joined uz. Hapie go luckie sherk *evil grinz* ahakz! new nick 4 him haha by ezza hahaha our journey continue again 2 pacific plaza 2 check out missy elliot adidas shoez *shud i buy it hmmm...* Den wen laff"N all e wae 2 borderz.Itz all Wongz bad Krazie guy haha great sense of humour wif an attitude! BORDERZ datz ware sherk came abt haha n e feel'N feel'N john hahaha
Chillz fa a wile den headed home.. saweet home!tire'N dae.

First eva real post??ahakz

2004-11-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

Heeya peepz! ima start blog'N again haha *think'N did i eva type a real "post"* hmmm... Xperiment'N here n dare. Welcome ta drop comments on ma tag-board tanx! Edit'N ma blog slowli take'N ma own saweeeeettt time!hahaha nnnnnnnn ma holidaez juz begin!muahahaha!!! Ima partae!hahaha neah itz nt ma forte..Ima Njoy n ave fun chill'N at home bake'N kuihz n waitin 4 rayerrr!!muahaha!! *padahal puase tak full hahaha alah paham2 jek ler..*

* 17 OCTOBER *

2004-10-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

E dae dat cumz once a yr

E dae dat changez me everi yr

E dae dat i will cherish everi yr

E dae dat im waitin 4 a wish 2 cum tru' 1 yr..

4 e rest of e everi yr

* HAPPIE BDAE DARL'N *

2004-10-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

* NeW Lo0k 4 ma B|oG! *

2004-09-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

The obvious is nt alwaez obvious

2004-09-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

No Luv no Trust

2004-08-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

dont sae ya love me
wen ya doubt me
dont sae ya love me
bt watcha wan B'z juz fwenz

fuck it!
dare aint no luv wen dare aint no trust
ya sugared me n made me soar high like a light dust
den ya shattered me wif juz 1 brush..
datz wat ya kol luvv???hush!!

damn u!
dont babble 2 me abt all diz love shitz
tinkin ya'r a big shot?? sheesh!
tink again!
yar nt e onli 1 whuz xperiencin luv blitz!

enuf saed!
Shove yar shitz 2 a new boo
i aint urs nimore!
game ovar

A|L ma LiFe

the first step gig

"berat mater memandang berat lagi haT yg memikol"

At last

5 random/weird stuff about ME

chaaakk!!

To ma darlin!

Bloody me

NEW BLOG SKIN YEAHH!!!

HEH!

again again hahahah

*again* hahaha

Sum shitnizz i feel abt

Hilariouzlie farrniieee shitzzz!

Sumthin dat came tru' hahaaha

*Hidayat!*

*TRALALALA*

+Baybeats higlights+

*BayBeatz*

*TAINTED*

*SANGGUL SENTUHAN*

*hungry*

*Ponderin*

*EmOtika*

*Ma wanted stuff*

Eggy dae n sat flash bek!

*Special dedication 2 ma baby gerl ezza*

*DARLIN' XL*

*hapie dae!*

:::Sms of the dae!:::

*BUSY*

:::Sms of e dae:::

*Finally!*

BOREDOM

* RhyThm Of d HeaRt *

* feel 4 a moment *

* light *

* Pieces of me *

* e first *

* Part of it *

* Aku *

* W[th|n mE *

WaNeBzZzz..

Flipped out

Shoez dae haha

First eva real post??ahakz

* 17 OCTOBER *

* HAPPIE BDAE DARL'N *

* NeW Lo0k 4 ma B|oG! *

The obvious is nt alwaez obvious

No Luv no Trust

again hahaha

Hidayat!

TRALALALA

BayBeatz

TAINTED

SANGGUL SENTUHAN

hungry

Ponderin

EmOtika

Ma wanted stuff

Special dedication 2 ma baby gerl ezza

DARLIN' XL

hapie dae!

BUSY

Finally!